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turn right, right into my arms.
smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Friday, April 20, 2007
我知道他很爱你你怕她伤心
我每天假装开心
害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
WELL, I FINALLY FOUND TIME TO BLOG.
have been rather busy these days.
but today, i came home and decided to do some packing,
because i found my drawers and everything so MESSY!
and i stumbled onto a plastic bag where i kept all the b'day cards,
or notes people gave me.
i was reading them,
and suddenly tears just came dropping down.
those b'day cards were like written two years back,
but they were really brought back alot of memories.
there was one where megan wrote about,
working hard together with me, her and someone else.
there was one where sheena wrote about,
how much she loved me, (:
there was one where gina wrote,
no matter what she was my best friend and it means forever.
there was one where zhixin wrote,
thanks for being great laogong. (:
at that time i was thinking,
i really really wanna go back to past,
i don't care if i had a conflict and whatever so,
i don't care if i hate the entire 2d guys because they are so childish,
i don't care if my best friend betrayed me,
i really don't care, i just wanna go back.
i love the feeling when i stepped into class,
and i see gina, sheena, megan, jiaying, terie, cherine crowding together.
and i can just join them without feeling awkward or left out.
i love the feeling where gina will act spastic,
though we quarrelled over the stupidest things.
i love the feeling when megan will be the only sensitive one to notice i am pissed,
though she can get over sensitive.
i love sheena when she will be there where i need someone to talk to,
though she can get a little bitchy at times.
i love the feeling when i hang out with zhixin and pearly,
it makes me feel that i am wanted,
though they have left and we no longer talk.
i am grateful my bestfriend who is able to listen to me rant
and laugh together,
though he is never coming back.
i love the feeling when i go home when vivien,
i don't have to act strong or happy, i am just myself in front of her.
but in 3L, i will never get this feelings.
thou i have great friends like yingzhi and germy,
but it is never the same.
and when i wanna find the old buddies,
they are no longer the same,
afterall they have new friends and everything.
ilovegina,megan,sheena,jiaying,terie,cherine.
ilovetheentire2d'06.
ilovetheoldmemoriesthatwillneverbereplace.
ilovemyfriendswhoneverleavemebehind.
blahhhh. 2nd emo post for the year.. :/
cant help it. ):
ILOVECAIMINYO.
BYE.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
BAHHHH~i have run out of stuff to blog about,
because lately my life have been SOOOOO BORING.
go school,
come home,
study study study study..
how UNinteresting.
well germaine-ny came to my house to study yesterday,
cause my tution teacher last minute cannot come,
because of suspected dangue. ):
blahhhhhhh! and i am so dead.
exams are coming and now this...
blahhhhh. oh well,
germaine did managed to AMUSE me yesterday.
gosh.. she is super cute with all the retarded actions and stuff.
didm't really managed to study,
because everything seems to diffiult and UNINTERESTING.
bahhhhhh..
it has been one week since MINYO left singapore..
gahhhhhhh. (:
my mum wanna use my laptop to watch her show now,
so TADA! (:
crappy post.
OH WELL.
some pictures me and GERM took yesterday,
someone is trying to do KUNG FU! EEEEEE-HAH!
me and GERMAINE-NY!!! ((:
there was a retarded video on germaine, but i promised not to put it on my blogg, so as to NOT TARISH her reputation. HAH. (:
Thursday, April 12, 2007
现在学着去遗忘躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下
感动越是深刻
hah. i have the sudden urge to blog.
for the first time in my ENTIRE life,
someone describe me in INSENSITIVE.
hah. i was like kinda shock..
because people usually say i am overly sensitive.
HAH. and the best thing,
it is that the person who describe me as insensitive
is someone who knew me for like TWO WHOLE YEARS?
i am seriously not mad about the insensitive thing,
but who is the insensitive one?
if laughing at other people pimple like nobody's business
means sensitive, then i am like super amazed lahhh.
it is not about the pimple,
it about the words,
they were like daggers,
every one stabbed into my heart.
you said that you thought i didn't mind,
but if i teased you the other way around about something
you really cared about,
why would you feel?
who doesn't want a clear and perfect skin?
with no sickening pimples and acne problem?
with no one laughing at you by singing ruldoph the red nosed raindeer?
oh gosh. i am just so pissed..
so much for those two years of friendship.
i guess they are worth nothing..
or maybe you don't even care,
cuz you are in cloud nine with watever watever.
to some people,
i may seem ridiculous,
being upset over a FUCKING pimple.
but put yourself in my shoes,
when you think the whole world is laughing at your pimple,
when you feel like locking yourself up because of a pimple,
when you feel people are starring at you because of a pimple..
it is like when your friends teased you about it,
you self esteem hit rock bottom.
OH WELL. stupid post..
i just need something to let it out.
PHEWWWWWWW~
Friday, April 6, 2007
城外面我就快要崩溃，城里你不了解。
狂风中飘着我的眼泪，
你有没有感觉？
GOSH! I SAW MINYO MINYO MINYO!
AND HE IS SO SO SO SO DAMN CUTE AND HOT,
compared to the cd! (:
seriously there is too many things to say. (:
and i am so excited alright,
though he is leaving singapore today ):
THURSDAY
rushed to orchard cineleisure,
right after A-MATHS remindal.
and i really rushed okay
and i was panting by the time i reached.
and to my extreme relieve,
i made it into the first 150! YAY!
i was NUMBER 33!
went with jane and xueqi (:
and we were like super happy when we could go in lahhhh!
and I SAW MIN YO REHEARSING OKAY.
he looked so serious (:
hah. i was kinda disappointed
when we didn't managed to seat in the front row. ):
OH WELL. but we managed to get in right?
and well, i got to see minyo close up and he was really good looking,
and he can really sing man.. ((:
took abt 53 pictures of him,
shall not posted ALL,
maybe just a few good ones.. (:
well, isn't he just so cute that you wanna go HUG HIM?
FRIDAY
when i reached bugis junction at 1pm,
i thought i was pretty early since thing starts at like 7pm?
but to my utter HORROR,
i found a long queue already formed outside seiyu..
i was like WTH?! and i was too shocked for words.
to think that he was THAT POPULAR..
oh well, i was kinda depressed and started queueing.
and while queueing,
i actually knew a couple of people and we started talking. HAH.
then later christina, yingzhi, jane and xueqi joined me (:
and yup yup. MIN YO!!!!!!!!!
and after signing my album,
he reached out his hand to shake hands with me.
WOHOOO~
and i said: "旻佑！你一定要加油哦!"
and he gave a big wide smile and say: “好！谢谢！”
and christina said that he was still staring at me when i got down the stage.
HAH! i was noticed BY EVANCAIMINYO!
goshhh.. i am so happy! LALALA!
EVAN FOREVER MAN!! ((((((((((:
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
CAN YOU HEAR ME,你听到我的心声了吗？
CAN YOU HEAR ME
你听到我的哭泣吗？
CAN YOU HEAR ME
还是，是你假装没听到，从此离开了我..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
MINYO IS HERE!
GOSH..
the day i have been waiting for is finally here! whoots.
seriously money just make the world goes round,
HAH. at the mention of money,
people's eyes would lit up.
today, had bio test.
it was rather simple,
should be able to pass. (:
and through out the 3rd bio lesson,
a couple of the 3L girls were 'cam-whoring',
including me. (:
because i simply had nothing to do,
so i decided to join in the fun. (:
and for the first time in my entire years in AHS,
i felt that today was the most meaningful expression we had.
when i heard the man talked,
i was close to tears.
to have a bright future,
and the next moment,
you are left with nothing.
and his parents are really stupid man.
how can they abandon him in the care of a stranger?
but the guy was strong,
because if i was him,
i don't think i can stand up there,
with so many eyes looking curiously at me,
and talk to everyone about my lifestory.
and so rather than getting people to go up there and sing songs,
why not do something meaningful like this?
like to let others understand the value of life.
blahhhhh..
I HOPE that i will be able to be in the first 150 to go see minyo tomorrow.
but chances are really slim because i have a maths get together session
after school ):
oh well. there is always a FRIDAY (:
ILOVECAIMINYOU<3
Sunday, April 1, 2007
你不看不听不说为什麼要离开我,
我不哭不笑
只剩下沉默,
带著我的骄傲高飞远走
gahhhhhh..
i am currently mugging BIOLOGY TYS.
GAHHHH. and i have only finished all the MCQs.
crap. and i haven started memorising the damn zuowen,
czh ask us to memorise.
arghhhhh. and there is like still drama tomorrow?
suddenly feel that 24 hours is not enough for me.
anyway, HAPPY APRIL's FOOL people!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY felicia LIM! (:
many people tried to scam me today.
for example,
my dad woke me up early in the morning to say that:
GIRL, vivien looking for you outside,
quick wake up!
and i was wondering,
vivien wouldn't wake up THAT early during weekends,
and vivien wouldn't run up to my house without informing me,
WHY would she run up just like that on a perfect sunday morning?
and so i concluded that it was a april's fool joke
and told my dad to go away.
gahhh.
after that i scammed gina,
saying that i had a tumor in my throat,
hah, and she actually fall for it?
and my dumb brother kept calling my handphone,
it was like super irritating cuz my phone kept vibrating.
that is NOT even a joke
because i have caller id
and i know it was him with one look.
like ERRRR.. can you think of something better, janan lin?
so it was a whole day of scamming and stuff. (:
and i was like damn addicted to hana yori dango,
which is the jap version of mentor garden.
HAHA. it is like super nice!! AHHHH..
love the storyline man. (((:
and btw, my parents went to 扫墓,
or rather to pray to my grandparents' grave.
and talking about this,
makes me wanna recite a poem：
清明时节雨纷纷，
路上行人欲断魂;
借问酒家何处有,
牧童遥指杏花村
gosh. my chinese is so pro.
i am so amazed at myself man! haha
btw, MIN YO is coming!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
and i am so freaking excited!((((:
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