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and you know you love me.
Friday, April 20, 2007
我知道他很爱你你怕她伤心
我每天假装开心
害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
WELL, I FINALLY FOUND TIME TO BLOG.
have been rather busy these days.
but today, i came home and decided to do some packing,
because i found my drawers and everything so MESSY!
and i stumbled onto a plastic bag where i kept all the b'day cards,
or notes people gave me.
i was reading them,
and suddenly tears just came dropping down.
those b'day cards were like written two years back,
but they were really brought back alot of memories.
there was one where megan wrote about,
working hard together with me, her and someone else.
there was one where sheena wrote about,
how much she loved me, (:
there was one where gina wrote,
no matter what she was my best friend and it means forever.
there was one where zhixin wrote,
thanks for being great laogong. (:
at that time i was thinking,
i really really wanna go back to past,
i don't care if i had a conflict and whatever so,
i don't care if i hate the entire 2d guys because they are so childish,
i don't care if my best friend betrayed me,
i really don't care, i just wanna go back.
i love the feeling when i stepped into class,
and i see gina, sheena, megan, jiaying, terie, cherine crowding together.
and i can just join them without feeling awkward or left out.
i love the feeling where gina will act spastic,
though we quarrelled over the stupidest things.
i love the feeling when megan will be the only sensitive one to notice i am pissed,
though she can get over sensitive.
i love sheena when she will be there where i need someone to talk to,
though she can get a little bitchy at times.
i love the feeling when i hang out with zhixin and pearly,
it makes me feel that i am wanted,
though they have left and we no longer talk.
i am grateful my bestfriend who is able to listen to me rant
and laugh together,
though he is never coming back.
i love the feeling when i go home when vivien,
i don't have to act strong or happy, i am just myself in front of her.
but in 3L, i will never get this feelings.
thou i have great friends like yingzhi and germy,
but it is never the same.
and when i wanna find the old buddies,
they are no longer the same,
afterall they have new friends and everything.
ilovegina,megan,sheena,jiaying,terie,cherine.
ilovetheentire2d'06.
ilovetheoldmemoriesthatwillneverbereplace.
ilovemyfriendswhoneverleavemebehind.
blahhhh. 2nd emo post for the year.. :/
cant help it. ):
ILOVECAIMINYO.
BYE.
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