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turn right, right into my arms.
smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Thursday, August 2, 2007
他总是不了解我那些假装的无所谓
关於那些是是非非
爱的疲惫
又有谁能陪
我总不够坚决
才会在爱里面绕圈圈
我学得会口是心非
不要流泪
天上的眼泪
他好像懂我的心碎
懂得轻轻给我一些安慰
我们应该要了解
伤了心有种爱的美
天上的彩虹
总出现在天晴雨过
我已经懂得轻轻的放手
就算我觉得难过
你会在我身边守候
陪我一起去看彩虹
my all time favourite, 彩虹 眼泪 by sweety.
it has been more then one year,
since we opened our mouths and talk to each other.
2/08/2007. remembered for life.
i decided that i had to post today,
no matter what. /:
studying history is like ZZZzzzz.
after typing out all the possible questions they will ask
and attempting it,
i feel exhuasted.
WOAH.
anyway, today isn't really what you would call A GREAT DAY.
my name got called up twice by ms tay and once by miss khoo.
somehow i wasn't really concentrating,
and when miss tay asked if i would liked to drop to combine science,
i was like kinda affected by this the whole day.
for the whole day,
my mind was filled with stuff,
ranging from show and tell to family stuff to emo stuff.
haish. the rest of the day was rather gloomy. :/
i am really trying to make up my mind on something.
i have not been myself lately or rather from the starting of the year?
i guess i made the wrong choice.
i have been making wrong choices since day one in sec 3.
today, during chinese lesson,
i looked around me,
i see people sitting together laughing and whispering.
at that moment,
i felt a tingle of lonliness inside me.
i haven felt this way since primary 5.
and i guess i have really changed,
and i hate the current me.
but sometimes,
i looked around me,
i dun really have someone i can talk to already.
the people who i can really rant and talk
are probably viv and gina. (:
studies VS old me, happiness for the rest of the time in ahs.
i really dislike the class,
some people are really insensitive, immature.
so called friends are fair weathered.
true friends seems so distanced away.
friends which i thought was okay,
become so UNTALKABLE now.
i wanna make up my mind by tomorrow,
and i already can predict what my choice will be.
one year ago,
on this fateful day,
i was grieving over a loss of a friend.
one year later,
i am standing here,
pretending to be happy.
HOW NICE if gina could come to 3L,
then i would have a true best friend. (:
oh well oh well.
show and tell is gonna rather smoothly,
and here i would be to compliment YUNCHENG,
for having such a sporting spirit. (:
to think i thought you were the cool cool kind
when i first saw you mannnnnn.
ALL THE WAY FOR SHOW AND TELL EHH.
oh man. i cant wait to see the final product! (:
wordy and emo post,
bet no one want to read it anyway.
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