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turn right, right into my arms.
smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
okayokay! i shall do a quick post,since i haven been blogging frequently (:
anyway i feel so accomplished these days,
i finished MOST of my homework in advance,
which allows me to study and revise for test. (:
hahaha. i am sooo IN THE STUDYING MOOD!
and everyone seems to be mugging this year!
even chongrui the slacker shit is mugging! like OMG!
hahahahaha.
and... it is officially TWO WEEKS away from 12 feb mannn!
omg are you excited?
well, i am kinda excited thought i can sort of picture what is gonna happen on that day!
hahhahaha.
if you really dont know what to buy me,
hahahaha. let me give you a hint!
buy me something AA (attract attention)
hahahahhaha.
like 99 red roses,
or a giant stuffed today,
or a super BIG BIG card.. LOL.
okay. i am super BHB. but who cares?
it is the last time i am celebrating my bday in ahs ):
anyway, i have been having mood swings these days.
one moment i am in a OH SO HIGH mood,
and the next moment i am feeling pissed off with people or incidents
which happened quite awhile ago.
GRAHHHHHHHH!
why why why? why am i feeling like that!
is like seeing other people being pissed off puts me off TOTALLY.
talking me at the wrong time makes me wanna hit you. ):
ignoring me makes me feel like shouting at you.
blahhhhh.
but i guess things will improve, dont they? haha.
havent been taking pictures lately,
but cam-whored with sheena outside com lab today!
and did i mention that i LOVE my current fringe,
because it is the purr-fect length and it doesnt really sticks out already. HOHO.
okayyyyy!
i am gonna mug chem alreadyyyy!
you should start mugging too!
lovessss!
byeeeeee.
i am going bugis with fatfat tomorrow.
yayyyys!
Saturday, January 26, 2008
so it is just 17 days away~ HOHOHOHO.seriously i dont think that i deserve to celebrate my birthday,
since i have been rather mean to certain groups of people
this year and the year before. :/
but OH WELL! do i look as if i care?! NO!
hahahahahhahahahhaha.
anyway i am gonna blog about a very very special person today. (:
because i promised her. YUPPS. (:
and she is *drums rollllllll*
no other than GINA LIM HUI TING!
like woah! can you believe it that we have already known each other
for like 3 years and one month! (:
from strangers in sec one to besties in sec two, three, four and forever and ever (:
you really made a difference in my life,
with all the optimistic attitude
when i am feeling down.
the hugs and love,
you gave when my feelings hit rock bottom.
all the enthu-ness,
which made life more meaningful.
we have all grown, havent we?
you, from naive stupid to mature knowing how to use your brains. LOL!
me, from unreasonable and childish to smart pretty nice lovable... etcetc you name it mannnn!
those squabbles and quarrels
may seem childish NOW as we look back.
but if i was given a choice to go back,
i would still want to quarrel with you everyday. haha.
because that was what made us sooo close,
and realised the importance of one another eh?
10 reasons why GINA LIM is FELICIA LIN's best friend (:
1) she is nice.
2) she always lend a helping hand like sponsering me 40 cts when i dont have a single cent on me. (:
3) she makes me feel that my english RAWKS. LOL!
4) she doesn't hide her feeling in front of me.
5) she listens to me rant although she always gives lousy advice.
6) we never run out of stuff to talk about.
7) i can be myself in front of her.
8) she is attractive. guys always ask for her number when we go out together. hahaha.
9) she is fun.
10) because she is GINA LIM, and no one else can ever replace her. (:
hahahhahahahaha.
GINA ARE YOU SATISFIED NOW?
LOL. btw, i am really really very grateful for the 40 cts you sponsered me okay!
it actually saved me from hunger! (:
and please be smarter okay!
stop thinking that everyone or rather every guy in the world is NICE! ):
you know what i mean.
anyway, thanks for being my best friend (:
and promise me that you will be my friend forever!
like 100 years later, we are still best friends!
and never ever forget FELICIA LIN. (:
Friday, January 18, 2008
soooo i didn't went to school today. ):and staying at home was sooo boring. ):
i was sick, running a tempertature of 39.9 deg
the day before.
which was like WOAH! 0.1 more deg,
and my brain may get roasted. haha.
and let me tell you how does it feel
to have a fever running at 39.9 deg.
1) you don't feel hot at all.
2) you feel like sleeping all the time.
3) you can't walk properly.
4) you start sweating the moment you do light exercise (eg: walking, sitting on sofa)
when i meant sweating, i meant dripping sweat.
5) you feel like vomitting at the sight and smell of food
went to the doctor's with mum,
and i was hoping that i wont get a MC,
because i really wanted to go to school,
because there were two periods of bio. ):
but eventually the evil doctor went against my wishes,
and issued me a MC,
which made me wanted to scream at him. ):
so stayed at home,
doing nothing.
watched BANGBANGTANG,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
anyway i killed a mosquito which was sucking my blood. (:
PROUD OF MYSELF (:
anyway dad brought home something really cool yesterday. (:
it was a gift from one of his china workers.
of course there were sarcastic remarks from me,
but that was not the main point. (:
and main point was this.....
if you suck in chinese,
let me tell you, it actually meant DEER PENIS.
anyway upon seeing this,
there was four different reaction.
BROTHER: errr.. what is that?
DAD: hahahahahhahahahaha.
ME: WAH PIANG! SO LONG ONE MEH!
MUM: EWWWWW. GET IT AWAY FROM ME.
LOL LOL.
anyway i couldn't find the penis the next morning
thus i couldn't show you how long it was.
but it was 30 cm long.. LIKE WOWWWWWW!
and i really pity the deer. ):
okay, i need to do my homework already.
so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
BEING SICK REALLY SUCKS LIKE HELLLLL. ):it seems that your whole body is on fire,
head damn pain like shit,
eyes hurt while rotating in the socket.
hahhahahahahah.
but oh well, i am okay already,
after sweating it out. (:
and i tell you panadol really work wonders mannn.
and i tell you,
anglican high really suck lah.
it is simply crazy, stupid, retarded, senseless
TO MAKE US STUDENTS WITH NO INCOME,
PURCHASE A CHEAPSKATE CALENDAR AT 10 FREAKING BUCKS.
this is like sooooo WHAT THE HELL.
yes, i know it is for a good cause,
renovating our very very old sports stadium.
but we won't be able to use the fucking damn stadium at ALL.
you may say i am selfish,
but i am just realistic.
and making it complusary to buy the calender,
is equally as selfish you know.
ahs is really a piece of crap,
having a lousy principal and vice-principal already is bad enough,
and a dumb DM also sucks,
AND NOW THEY WANT TO EXTORT MONEY FROM US.
actually it is not the money problem,
if i love my school i would gladly pay the 10 bucks.
it is the ATTITUDE,
look at the state of our WONDERFUL school.
they forced us to do things we dont like,
make unreasonable demands.. blahblahblah.
screw you lah, ahs.
i am so glad that it is my last year already,
thou i would miss all my friends and stuff like that,
but that is a different story.
anyway i hope my mum will support my decision of not buying that dumb calender. haha.
SOME OVERDUE PICTURES HAHAHA.
BEFORE
AFTER
anyway my brother is back from his camp,
which means i am once again deprived of peace and solitude. ):
and i really think blogging is a very troublesome thing,
hahahhahahahaha.
in short, i am lazy to blog lah.
hahahha
27 days to the BIG day!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
no countdown today,because i am not really in the mood for this kind of things. ):
you know what,
sometimes i really tried very hard,
to see things in a more positive way.
i try my best to like the people around me with all my heart,
but sometimes they really just get on my nerves,
and make me dislike them very much for that moment.
sometimes to the extent of hoping that they never existed.
the thought of these really scares me,
i didn't used to be like that.
no matter how i dislike a person,
i will never ever hope the person didn't exist.
i also try my very best at participating in cca,
that i seriously think is a total waste of time at time,
despite that i still would make the effort to go for cca.
but it seems that it is really NO LONGER the english drama
i used to love so much.
the problem is, not only i think that way.
the thing is i really try to make myself like it again,
but it seems it will never happen.
seriously, i think all these is due to PMS,
and i really hope it is.
because i don't want to end up thinking
about negative stuff in sec 2 and 3.
be it putting on a facade in school,
forcing myself to like everyone when i don't,
pretending to be happy when i am not,
I AM SO NOT GOING BACK TO THE OLD FELICIA.
laughing at the weakness of others
don't really make you seem stronger.
Monday, January 7, 2008
36 days yeah man!( i don't care about you sheena! i am still counting down hah! )
anyway it really sucks to have your birthday
falling on chinese new year ):
because your friends or relatives usually
won't be able to go out and celebrate with you.
and the plan of having a chalet was shelved away,
because simply my birthday falls on a chinese new year,
and mum says nobody will probably come
since it is like the first few days of chinese new year,
plus she would have to give away loads of red packets?
hahaha. i have got a money minded MUM. (:
so please give me a surprise eh.
be it giving me a pink porsche,
or a trip to japan,
or spending a day with evan yo in person!
make my birthday MEMORABLE (:
i seriously dont know why am i writing all these,
it sounds so BUAY HAO BAI,
but i am like so depressed over the fact
that i am not able to celebrate my sweet 16
with my friends like what i planned to. ):
anyway, HOHOHOHO.
i am still looking forward to 12 feb,
because i have got a gut feeling telling me that
i will get a pink porsche! (: HOHOHOHO.
don't hate me for this post, seriously!
and i have got three tests in a row this week BOOHOO! ):
Saturday, January 5, 2008
SO IT IS ONLY 38 MORE DAYS TO THE BIG DAY! (:i don't know why am i so excited,
but i am just EXCITED,
which means it is going to be a flop.
because according to the sama's theory,
whatever that you anticipated,
will mean you would be more disappointed. (:
how true isn't it. (:
like how i anticipated 12/02/07,
and thennnnnnn.. well, it just sucks. hah.
okay. first few days of school feels like last few days of school,
due to the endless boring useless unentertaining uneducational TALKS.
with the carrothead as dm this year,
I REALLY REALLY MISS CCP LIKE CRAP. ):
OH MANS.
i still have so much stuff to do.
english homework, chinese homework,
bio test and chi test. HAHA. (:
i am going bonkers!
&*^&(*^%&T*&
hahaha.
stupid post. byeeee!
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
soo today was the first day of school eh! (:did loads of catching up,
it was nice to see familar faces all again. (:
and it was then when i realised
HOW MUCH I MISSED MY FRIENDS.
thou it was kinda boring,
because all the talks and dedication services.
new teachers, sec ones.. blahblah. the usual things.
well, had mohan as form teacher again,
and not much changes in my subject teachers either,
except for chinese and history! (:
anyway, school ended at like 12pm,
which was like YAYYYYYYYYYYY!
went out with jane to tampines mall
to see if there was any niceeee school bags. (:
it has been a long time since we two went out together eh! (:
HOHOHO! (:
and i conclude that i am SO NOT photogenic lah!
and today was kinda screwed in the end,
THANKS TO MY
i really dont mean to be vulgar,
but then he really suck BIG time most of the times. ):
why can't he grow up faster
and get married away? ):
anyway, 2007 has finally come to a close.
in the past,
i would write out all my thoughts about the past year,
but this year,
i wanna summarize all my thoughts and THANKS in a song! (:
我们之间
這一段時間 有著什麼樣的畫面
喜怒哀樂全寫在日記裡面發現
每一頁全都是 經典
所有的故事都值得紀念
現實的考驗 我們說好一起面對
不管多久多遠絕對不喊累期待
彼此更美好的陰天
我們說好誰也不放棄誰
手牽著手(連成線 最緊密的圓圈)
肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身邊)深呼吸
做你最高的堡壘風吹過的海邊
雨水下過的季節 讓我好想念
我們之間 不會有改變
相同的起點 一瞬間
變成了樂園我們之間
轉了一大圈 相同的終點會發現
所有的心願 會實現
when i heard this song,
many people came into my mind.
clique7, 3L people, jane and many many others!
then i was thinking,
"woah. felicia, it is your last year in ahs already leh"
then i decided i shall sing this song
during farewell lah.
hahahhaahahahaha.
and i will really really treasure every moment from now onwards.
bitter, sweet, sour,
EVERYTHING.
because maybe after this year,
everyone will go their separate ways,
and we won't know when are we gonna meet again.
so yeah. i am gonna treasure every single moment from NOW ON.
bye 2007.
hello 2008.
this feels like a dream,
seriously.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR!although i know is a little late!
but nevertheless, HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:
okayokay.
it is finally 2008 already huh!
and i am going back to school tomorrow. ):
i will surely miss those days where i can sleep till 12 plus,
watch bangbangtang till the wee hours of the night.
but looking on the bright side,
i get to meet all my 3L mates again! (:
hahahhahaha
okay, shall blog about new year's eve. (:
went to cousin's house to countdown
and celebrate my cousin, TIFFANY's bday! (:
HOHOHOHO!
shall let the pictures do the talking eh!
awww. loveeeeesss!
hahaha. birthday girl! (:
me and mum. (:
me and baoru!
nice pretty flower! (:
yupp yupp.
so i had quite an eventful new year's eve eh! (:
oh mannnnnn.
i really can't believe that i am going back to school tomorrow ):
okayokayokay.
mum is nagging at me to sleep already!
soooooooooo..
byeee and happy new year!
done by janan and felicia! (:
LOL. byeeee 2007!
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