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turn right, right into my arms.
smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
no countdown today,because i am not really in the mood for this kind of things. ):
you know what,
sometimes i really tried very hard,
to see things in a more positive way.
i try my best to like the people around me with all my heart,
but sometimes they really just get on my nerves,
and make me dislike them very much for that moment.
sometimes to the extent of hoping that they never existed.
the thought of these really scares me,
i didn't used to be like that.
no matter how i dislike a person,
i will never ever hope the person didn't exist.
i also try my very best at participating in cca,
that i seriously think is a total waste of time at time,
despite that i still would make the effort to go for cca.
but it seems that it is really NO LONGER the english drama
i used to love so much.
the problem is, not only i think that way.
the thing is i really try to make myself like it again,
but it seems it will never happen.
seriously, i think all these is due to PMS,
and i really hope it is.
because i don't want to end up thinking
about negative stuff in sec 2 and 3.
be it putting on a facade in school,
forcing myself to like everyone when i don't,
pretending to be happy when i am not,
I AM SO NOT GOING BACK TO THE OLD FELICIA.
laughing at the weakness of others
don't really make you seem stronger.
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