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turn right, right into my arms.
smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
i am happy kid. (:because life seems so perfect now,
too perfect for real,
so perfect till it freaks me out.
no quarrels, no failing of test,
havent been in SERIOUS emo mood,
blahblahblah.
then i was thinking:
perhaps this is my reward
for being so depressed over stupid things
over the past few years! (:
however, i still feel a tinge of uneasiness,
as if there is a storm brewing somewhere somehow,
gahhhhhhhhhhh.
sometimes, people just can't be contented eh.
when you are sad, you wished to be happy.
when you are happy, you wished to be sad.
hahahahahhahahahaha.
this is stupid. LOL.
but looking around,
one by one,
all my friends are like sadddd. ):
and i dont really know how to cheer them up,
other then listen to them ranting and talk.
CONCLUSION: I AM A LOUSY FRIEND.
end of post.
thank you for reading this crappy post. (:
Saturday, February 23, 2008
okay okay! (:today was kinda wasted,
because i didn't really managed to study ANYTHING,
which is really bad,
because we have like a few tests coming up.
oh my oh my oh my. ):
completed history questions in the morning,
then went to school to meet up with the chiangrai group,
to do some posters about our trip.
didn't really do much,
since i arrived late and didn't know what to do.
nevertheless, we all had fun. (:
and we defintely had a good laugh
about the photos we took in chiangrai,
and good luck to sheena and wenxin for the presentation okayyyy! (:
went bedok central with family aftert that.
to have dinner and guess what?
we watched L change the world! yays.
niceeeeeee show.
for those who are smart, love thrill, know how to use their brain,
would defintely like the showwwww! (:
and the main attraction?
oh yes, it is our cute little werido genius named L. (: like duh!
in the movie, you get to seee L in action.
like running and cycling..
yeah you get what i mean.
like other than sitting down in a chair,
he actually knows how to run and cycle! like wow.
though the show is little gory,
which dead people infected with werid virus,
having bloodshot eyes,
and wounds all over their body,
IT WAS A GOOD SHOW. (:
best best best!
L is gonna be sad if you dont watch the movie! hahhahahaha.
anyway me and fatfat decided to watch the zhangshaohan's concert!
like yays yays yays! (:
happppppppppyyyyyyyyyyy~
bye.
Friday, February 22, 2008
today is I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE day. :/went to school in HIGH spirits because IT WAS FRIDAY! (:
and it was GUIDES AND SCOUTS DAY!
like WOW. ugs sure look cool in their uniform! (:
and all the shoutings and loud voices were also like woahhh. (:
hahahhahahaha.
anyway, i was told off by mrs mohan today,
which really took me by surprise lah. :O
i tried explaining but decided it was like NO POINT.
felt really pissed off for the rest of the english lesson. ):
even at one point of time,
i felt like bursting out in tears and tell her that she SUCK,
and she had no right to tell me off.
but i lack the courage. ):
and i reckon that crying will do no benefit to the current suituation.
plus, people will be crowding around your table
asking if you are okay blah blah blah.
and i dont want to be seen as a weakling,
but i decided not talk in her class again,
be it answering her dumb questions or whatever so.
MY LIPS ARE SEALED IN ENGLISH CLASS. (:
i feel that this year,
people seemed to be turning to villians, with two horns on their head.
because even the nicest teachers and parents,
seems to be in a FOREVER BAD MOOD PHRASE.
grumpy, keep yelling on the top of their lungs,
and pressure us until we dont have oxygen to inhale. ):
not to forget, giving us tons and tons of tests and homework.
even the parents, expect their children to STUDY STUDY STUDY.
and even the siblings expect their brothers and sisters to mug like maddd.
like yohoo? it is only o levels, i wonder what will happen in a levels or other major exams.
i will probably go bonkers and end up in IMH.
back to topic,
anyway had english drama after school.
spent this time wisely by completing both AMATHS AND EMATHS HW. (:
with the help of samuel. (:
best cca session i had lah.
anyway 4 test next weeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!
die like shit. stressed like shit. head pain like shit.
everything is like shit.
due to the increasing number of emo/wordy post
i have been having,
i am gonna flood the rest of my post with random pictures
that was taken with my camera recently! (: like wow!
okay okay.
that's for all eh. (:
it is like times like this,
when you see what kind of friends your friends are.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
决定把心里的话说出来，不知道是一个对还是错的选择。
i really don't want to slip back to the past.
really really don't want. ):
please let things remain this way. ):
everybody in 4L is mugging really hard. :/
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
i haven't touch my laptop for an entire week,because i simply have so much to do
that even 24 hours is not enough for me. ):
alot of stuff has been happening recently.
happy stuff, sad stuff, angry stuff.. blah blah.
anyway, I kinda have mood swings these days.
perhaps is the STRESS.
parents, teachers, schools, friends.
everyone just add on to the pressure.
everyone seems to keep constantly studying.
everyday is JUST STUDYING STUDYING.
sometimes i start to question:
WHY ON EARTH ARE WE STUDYING SO HARD?
if i ask people this, they probably go IT IS FOR YOUR FUTURE MY GIRL.
crap. anyway, stress seems to be turning the entire 4L into zombies,
where people come to school half awake. :O
even friends seems so UNIMPORTANT these days.
getting pissed off with people,
and i really don't bother to clear up any stupid misunderstandings.
and the excuse: IT IS THE LAST YEAR ALREADY. so what for?
i really hate my attitude now lah.
sometimes is not that i want to get pissed off so easily,
it is like the mind says IT IS OKAY,
but the heart say FUCK OFF SUCKER.
and i usually follow my heart when come to such matters.
anyway i need time to adjust my attitude and everything,
especially when so many has happened?
i have been thinking alot alot alot,
and i have found that i dont know how to be contented.
i am not contented with the amount of friends i have in school.
i am not contented with the attention my friends are giving me.
i am not contented with test marks.
i am not contented with the attention my parents are giving me.
and the list simply goes on and on.
i guess mankind is never ever contented with his lot right?
they just want more and more and more.
oh man. emotional struggle i guess.
and you know what? on the bus today,
i had so much to blog in my mind.
but the moment i face my laptop,
my mind is BLANK.
crap shit.
what a shitty post.
argh argh argh.
i hate this mannnzz.
who say the past never comes back to haunt you?
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
OH YAYYYYY! FINALLY FINALLY!had a superb WONDERFUL SWEET SIXTEEN THIS YEAR!
thanks everyone who contributed in a way! (:
love you guys like madddd,
especially my CLIQUE 7! (: LOL.
(i am being biased here!)
okayokay!
i started the day with SHOCK-NESS! (:
because sheena they all ACTUALLY DRAGGED my table out of the classroom,
WHICH WAS LIKE OMG! (:
hahaha. but it was a surprise eh!
thanks so much!
then when i saw all the various gifts,
I WAS LIKE OMG! (:
then everyone began asking: HOW ARE YOU GONNA CARRY THEM HOME? LOL.
anyway thanks alot alot alot of people, namely:
CLIQUE7! (:
germaine, grace, leongying, baochuan, chinyee! (:
haonan and chongrui! (:
emma fung! (:
jane, vivien, mingjun, zhixin, xinwei......
and those who wished me happy bday~
anyway LIU wished me FIRST.
(actually he wished me the day before,
but he said he wanted to be the first, so....)
hahahahhahahahahaha.
seriously i dont know what to say other then THANKS THANKS THANKS! (:
you guys really made my birthday SUPER memorable!
with all the pink porsches and pretty AA stuff (:
hahahhahahahhahahaha.
LOVES LOVES LOVES!
went to changi airport with clique7 after school,
ate sakae buffet there! and we really eat alot!
who says guys eat more then girls? hahahha.
shall let pictures do the talking from here. (:
had a pretty birthday cake from mum and dad,
but i lazy to post the picture up here. ):
hahahahhahahaa.
thanks everyone for giving me a memorable bday! (:
i havent received my BEST birthday present yet. ):
loves loves loves! BYE!
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