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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
i haven't touch my laptop for an entire week,because i simply have so much to do
that even 24 hours is not enough for me. ):
alot of stuff has been happening recently.
happy stuff, sad stuff, angry stuff.. blah blah.
anyway, I kinda have mood swings these days.
perhaps is the STRESS.
parents, teachers, schools, friends.
everyone just add on to the pressure.
everyone seems to keep constantly studying.
everyday is JUST STUDYING STUDYING.
sometimes i start to question:
WHY ON EARTH ARE WE STUDYING SO HARD?
if i ask people this, they probably go IT IS FOR YOUR FUTURE MY GIRL.
crap. anyway, stress seems to be turning the entire 4L into zombies,
where people come to school half awake. :O
even friends seems so UNIMPORTANT these days.
getting pissed off with people,
and i really don't bother to clear up any stupid misunderstandings.
and the excuse: IT IS THE LAST YEAR ALREADY. so what for?
i really hate my attitude now lah.
sometimes is not that i want to get pissed off so easily,
it is like the mind says IT IS OKAY,
but the heart say FUCK OFF SUCKER.
and i usually follow my heart when come to such matters.
anyway i need time to adjust my attitude and everything,
especially when so many has happened?
i have been thinking alot alot alot,
and i have found that i dont know how to be contented.
i am not contented with the amount of friends i have in school.
i am not contented with the attention my friends are giving me.
i am not contented with test marks.
i am not contented with the attention my parents are giving me.
and the list simply goes on and on.
i guess mankind is never ever contented with his lot right?
they just want more and more and more.
oh man. emotional struggle i guess.
and you know what? on the bus today,
i had so much to blog in my mind.
but the moment i face my laptop,
my mind is BLANK.
crap shit.
what a shitty post.
argh argh argh.
i hate this mannnzz.
who say the past never comes back to haunt you?
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