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Saturday, March 29, 2008
i am feeling super gulity now,because i am using my computer
instead of mugging for monday's geog test.
weather studies.. boring like shit.
i dont like revising last year's work,
is like you know it and yet you cant remember.
OH WELL. so heres a quick post
before i go and muggg geogg.
6 test next week,
seriously i dont know how to study okay.
two chem, amaths, geog, english and history.
really dont know how to start,
because all of them are equally important. ):
sad life. ):
sometimes i really wished i lived in a LDC,
where i am too poor to afford education
and so i can just run about and lead a happy life.
the grass pasture is always greener at the other side eh?
sometimes i wonder even by working so hard and
getting good grades,
does it ensure us a bright and happy future?
not really thou.
because if it is only like a few people getting good grades,
then maybe yes.
but now is like everybody is getting good grades leh.
so like woah. so what if you have good grades?
it doesnt mean that you are gonna be someone in a high position in some big company.
okay okay,
shall blog about friday (:
the day started with repeating tao yue in zao cao for 4 times,
okay i admit i was gulity of not jumping for the first time,
but i did do it when we had to redo it over and over okay!
and i really love last minute revision with sheena okay!
last minute revision on the bio test really helped. (:
so lessons started with bio test,
and it was like OKAY. (:
then history.. omg. history is like.. i dont know what to say.
anyway i really dont understand the purpose of doing sbq,
since most of the time we are told to follow the structure
which means not answering the question at all! ):
nevertheless, just follow and get an a1 for o levels. (:
then after that was geog, which was ZZZzzz.
after recess was two periods of emaths. ):
TOTALLY dont undertsand standard deviation at all.
and it is because somehow i dont have the motivation to listen in emath lesson.
dont know why.
anyway i really have to buck up for emaths.
i flunk my vectors test which was WTH. ):
and spent the emath lesson talking to sheena. (:
with someone constantly eavesdropping on our conversation.
hahahaha. LOVE sheena lah! (:
after that was amaths,
mr poh went through the trigo test which i only got like 10/30?
and actually the test was pretty easy okay.
haish. i shall pass the remidal test on trigo anyway! (:
jiayouuuuuusss!
after that was bio AGAIN and we started a new chapter
on reproduction in plants.
really dont know what to say,
but i am pretty looking forward to the chapter
on reproduction in animals,
especially if you have a teacher like ms poh. :D
had a quick meeting with the ed people after school,
and went home after that..... (:
love fridays when i dont have cca. ((:
anyway FELICIA LIN YOU BETTER STUDY HARD
and stop flunking your tests!
but on the other hand,
the world is ending in 2012,
so it is like ZZZZzzzzz.
study so hard and die 4 years later.
best lah. ):
hahhah. pointless post.
i hate blogging without pictures okay.
GEOGRAPHY I AM COMING!!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
things have been getting a little emotional recently.but i won't cry or get depressed or whatsoever,
because i know that isn't going to help at all.
sometimes i feel that i really expect too much from people,
especially my friends. ):
i thought that i would be able to find someone easily,
to accompany me to cut my hair,
however i was so wrong.
and i was kinda turned off by some people reaction
when i asked them.
"HUH? for what, dont want lah."
i meant why cant you phrase your words in a nicer way,
saying this like that really make someone feel UNIMPORTANT,
and it really hurts sometimes.
anyway i ended up cutting my hair in pasir ris central alone,
and it is kinda screwed up. haha. the auntie cut damn fast. haha.
everything seems to be crumbling down at the moment,
and i am trying my best in a way to put things back
from where they belong,
but it isn't a easy task.
sometimes instead of helping,
you screw things up. ):
i really missed those times where i thought everything was so perfect.
i am secretly envious of people having really best good friends,
where they can pour their feelings and thoughts out.
i used to have a friend like this,
but haha but it was all in the past.
these days, i feel whenever i am telling someone something serious,
i have got this feeling that the person isn't listening,
and is fu-yaning me. ))):
shi wo xiang tai duo mah? ):
anyway anyway,
sorry to you guys for giving that kind of attitude on the way home today eh.
i admit i was really pissed off for a few seconds,
really, a few seconds.
but i guess sometimes,
all you need is someone to agree with you,
and not rebuking you again and again.
but well, even though sorry and thanks for offering. (:
gahhh. i am going through an emotional turmoil now man. ):
and it really really really really sucks. ):
everybody around seems so superficial eh,
and you really dont know who you can trust and who you can't.
sometimes i really hate being a girl,
girls are like so COMPLICATED,
but being a guy isn't good either,
because you cant wear pretty nice dresses,
which is like saddddddd. ):
i really need to get things sorted out
and stay focused in my studies man. ):
there is what, 6 tests next week!!
like OMG OMG OMG!
better start studying soon!
and siannnzzzz i failed my trigo amaths test,
and i have to go for amaths remidal!
first remidal in my upper sec lifeeeeeee.
best lahhhhhh!
and i havent use my com for sooooo long already. ):
awwwwww. i am a hardworking student okay!
must exercise more self control! (:
okayokay.
have to go and HORHOR already hahaha.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Thursday, March 20, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA- BEST FRIEND (:thou is one day late.. but i know you wont mind lah huh. (:
anyway your computer is still spoiled. so it doesn't really matter! (:
okayokay, no pictures for gina's bday,
because SMART me forgot to bring my camera out yesterday.
and it was like %^&%^&%&%$^.
nevertheless I LOVE GINALIMHUITING,
more than anyone else on earth! (maybe except evanyo (:)
anyway anyway,
amaths trigo test was ZZzzzz.
got a feeling that i am gonna flunk it. ):
sorry shifu ): (LOL!)
and i have say that today's timetable is like ZZzzzz.
everything is like double double.
double english, chinese, biolab and chemlab.
and it is BORINGGGGGGG.
i need to spice up my life mannnnnn.
anyway, i am happy that there is no school tomorrow,
so that means i can have adequate sleep tonight. (:
which is like YAYS. (:
sleeping is my life mannnn,
i really cannot imagine my life without sleeping. hahaha.
and i am DETERMINED to shed at least 5 kilos of FATS
this month okay! i think i am like soooooo fat?
because i have been eating, studying and sleeping ever since year 2008 started. ):
okayokay.
and i am ending the post fast,
because i really dont know what to blog about,
because my life is soooooo mundane these days,
and someone keeps rushing me to blog. LOL.
hahaha. crappy post hahahhahahha.
okay lah okay lah.
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE!
i need a crush desperately. ):
where is my rich hunk? LOL.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
OKAY so it is past 0130 in the morning,and i am still here blogging when i am supposed to be in bed.
BEST LAH. haha.
just needed a break away from all these mugging and studying.
finished most of my homeowork already,
and i am left with geog and amaths trigo,
which are like *%^$^&^%&^.
geog is just LONGGGG and boring,
while trigo is like I FORGOT VERY SINGLE THING.
and the moment i start looking at those questions,
my head becomes dizzy.
haha. hope my tution teacher is able
to make me SEE THE LIGHT tomorrow. (:
anyway despite all the mugging today,
managed to watch SKY OF LOVE online. (:
wanted to catch the late night movie,
but my mum being old and lazy (haha),
said it was too far and late,
because the movie was only available at cineleisure. ):
and i wanted to watch the movie pretty badly,
so i decided to try my luck and search the movie online,
and TADA! i found it (: BEST LAH!
as the movie claims to have moved 11 million to tears,
and being smart, i somewhat guess that one of the characters
probably die of a terminal illness and leave the other one on earth,
pinning for the one had died blahblahblah.
and BINGO! haha. how cliche! (:
nevertheless, the movie was still very nice,
despite i could only watch it on my 14 inch laptop. ):
especially those romantic parts which made me go AWWW~
the male lead, hiro is pretty hot too. LOL. (:
however, i find it SUPER UNBELIEVABLE that it is a true story.
like wow! how can life be so EVENTFUL huh huh huh!
anyway after watching the show,
i feel like having a boyfriend like hiro
which is like so AWWWWWW~
hahahhahahahhahahaha.
okay okay.
good night.
i really need to sleep early. ):
bye bye bye! (:
i cant wait to go back to school all of a sudden. (:
Thursday, March 13, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST HUIHOON!i have finally found someone to watch NC16 shows eh! (:
okayokay!
so woke up early in the morning YESTERDAY.
and met up with gina and jiaying at bedok to buy stuff for cherine,
and then went to the tanah merah bus stop
to meet up with the rest of clique. (:
and we took bus 2 to cherine's house.
grahh. her house is like soo ULU ULU can.
all of us dont really know where is her house,
and we ended up knocking at the wrong house.
sheena: psst psst!
*angmo man walks out*
sheena: does cherine stays here?
angmo: there is no cherine here.
sheena: err okay thanks.
super LOL.
and then we finally found her house,
and thank god her maid was just about to open the door of the house,
and so we managed to get in successfully. HAHA.
and our dear huihoon was sleeping so soundly on her bed,
when we jumped on her and went like HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL.
hahahha. shall let pictures do the TALKING eh!
and concidentally it was her maid's bday too!
after that we went to tampines,
and slacked around HOHOHO.
lazy to type what happen. LOL.
pictures!
TO CHERINE:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EH!
although this isn't perfect bday outing,
but i hope you still enjoy it eh.
LOVE YOU EH. (:
and i really love talking you people man. (:
byebyebye.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
怎么隐藏 我的悲伤失去你的地方
你的发香 散的匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛 还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下 一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手
是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前
我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的
不敢说的爱 会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆 然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天 会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆 然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼 又想了一遍
你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪
模糊了视线
你已快看不见
the feeling really suck when you found out that
someone who you thought was your friend,
becomes a two-faced asshole.
but the feeling sucks even more
when your good friends, or best friend,
dont understand how you feel at all.
it really really sucks big time.
stop telling me those cliche phrases. thanks.
suddenly school dont seem fun anymore.
Sunday, March 9, 2008
i am having mixed feelings now,like everything is squashed up in my stomach. :/
and so i am like vent my FRUSTRATION on ONLINE SHOPPING.
seeing pretty clothes makes me feel kinda happy. :D
saw a couple of pretty dresses,
but me and the seller cant seem to co-promise on a price,
I WANT A DRESS $20 and BELOW.
but i am kinda amazed by how fast these people react to my emails and comments,
it is like already 12.47 and they are like still awake.
WOAH. okayokay.
but they kinda of inspired me to take out my old clothes and sell mannnn.
but i have to admit the clothes i am gonna sell,
arent very nice. ):
lets hope some cock-eyed girl comes along,
and stupidly buy my stuff. hahahahha.
make way for my NEW WARDROBE MANZ!
thinking of this makes me happy mannnn.
HOHOHO.
anyway i think i just pissed one of the seller off,
because i keep haggling the price.
BEST LAH. but she wrote their price nego,
whatever, stupid girl. (:
i really feel like blogging about something,
but then i dont want other people to see it.
OMG what contridicting feelings. ):
i guess i am having moodswings again.
ONLINE SHOPPING~
(i am supposed to be doing my homework. ): )
okay shall continue browsing pretty clothes.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Saturday, March 8, 2008
TAG MORE LEH PEOPLE,MY TAGBOARD IS SO DEAD.
BTW I REALLY NEED SOME ENTERTAINMENT,
WHO CAN PROVIDE ME SOME? ):
I AM BORED BORED BORED.
BYE. SENSELESS POST. HAHAHAHA.
Friday, March 7, 2008
i was contemplating whether should i blog anot,since i have NO PICTURES,
and life have been pretty mundane these days. ):
but oh well, not touching the laptop for one week
is like W-O-W!
see, i have so much self-discipline! :D
anyway the reason for not touching the laptop
was that the whole week was filled with tests,
and i simply had to mug for those tests.
and it is a busy busy week,
lessons after lessons,
teachers trying to teach as fast as possible,
in order to complete the syllabus,
rush home after school,
to mug for the upcoming tests.
that's is the kind of life that i am going through these days.
and i think everyone is 4L is too.
no more after school outings, shopping malls,
using the com like no tomorrow, watching tv whenever i like,
meet up with buddies to chat about our lives,
or even chat on the phone.
well, you gain some, you lose some.
i gain results, but i lost more.
and maybe because of such a rountine life,
i like being in school than at home.
because in school,
i get to mix around with people,
and i dont mug as much as i do at home,
and i get really entertained by my classmates sitting around me mannn! (:
but at home,
sleep, wake up, study study study, sleep, wake up, go school.
BORING~ blahhhhh.
it seems now that
my home is my school,
and my school is my home.
hahhahahhahahhahah.
but what to do! sec4~~ KNS ):
anyway for now,
it is the START OF THE HOLIDAYS! (:
yays. shall relax a little during the hols mannn
or i will go maddd and end up in IMH. haha.
and i am sooo looking forward to 12/12/2012.
hahahhahahahha.
because we are going to see whether
the world has come to end by that time. (:
please don't let me have a screwed march holiday. :/
i dont want to look forward to anything anymore.
really really really.
i was so looking forward to my zhangshaohan's concert,
and now it is postponed.
i was so looking forward to a kbox outing,
but everyone is not freeee. siannnn.
lets not expect anything anymore okay felicia lin? yes.
friends come in and out of your life,
how true. :/
and i really need someone to talk to. ):
Sunday, March 2, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :Dit is 2nd of march today,
and it is my beloved laoba's birthday,
like wow! he is 45 year old already!
how time flies mannnnnn. (:
and i feel bad for no getting anything for dad,
but i made him a CHINESE bday card,
which took like 30 mins? oh myyyy.
anyway anyway, JANEY AND MEGAN
came to my house to watch kungfu dunk on FRIDAY! (:
because there was no more kungfu dunk in cinemas ):
megan had cca so me and jane went to my house first. (:
and we got bored,
and started adding moles for one another! hahah.
then megan arrived and we began watching kungfu dunk,
like duh! and the show wasn't very niceee. ):
but it was pretty cool and jaychou's acting improved!
hahahaha.
hahahahahahahahah.
megan dont hate me for putting that ugly photo! LOL
anyway love talking to themmmm! (:
then on saturday,
went to cut my fringe and trim my hair. ):
and decided to have some fun
and curl my hair LOL LOL.
but it is only temporarily lah. haha.
i look werid okay! (:
then went to some hotel at clark quay at night
to celebrate dad's birthday in advance! (:
dad looks soo cute here! like awwwww~
i look so fat here. ):
hahahhahaha.
okayokay.
i think i gained like 10 kg over the weekend?
because i ate like soooooo much?
oh myyyyyyyyyy. this is BAD.
shall end here.
because we are gonna cut cake already!
more fooooooooooood. argh. ):
byeeeeeeee.
i dont expect everyone in the world to like me,
most importantly, i am myself
and not some hypocrite who
tries to make everyone like her for someone shes not.
and so i won't make you like me,
moreover whatever i did to make you dislike me
was already in the past,
and there is NOTHING i can do about it,
or rather i dont want to do anything about it,
because you are no longer IMPORTANT.
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