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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
things have been getting a little emotional recently.but i won't cry or get depressed or whatsoever,
because i know that isn't going to help at all.
sometimes i feel that i really expect too much from people,
especially my friends. ):
i thought that i would be able to find someone easily,
to accompany me to cut my hair,
however i was so wrong.
and i was kinda turned off by some people reaction
when i asked them.
"HUH? for what, dont want lah."
i meant why cant you phrase your words in a nicer way,
saying this like that really make someone feel UNIMPORTANT,
and it really hurts sometimes.
anyway i ended up cutting my hair in pasir ris central alone,
and it is kinda screwed up. haha. the auntie cut damn fast. haha.
everything seems to be crumbling down at the moment,
and i am trying my best in a way to put things back
from where they belong,
but it isn't a easy task.
sometimes instead of helping,
you screw things up. ):
i really missed those times where i thought everything was so perfect.
i am secretly envious of people having really best good friends,
where they can pour their feelings and thoughts out.
i used to have a friend like this,
but haha but it was all in the past.
these days, i feel whenever i am telling someone something serious,
i have got this feeling that the person isn't listening,
and is fu-yaning me. ))):
shi wo xiang tai duo mah? ):
anyway anyway,
sorry to you guys for giving that kind of attitude on the way home today eh.
i admit i was really pissed off for a few seconds,
really, a few seconds.
but i guess sometimes,
all you need is someone to agree with you,
and not rebuking you again and again.
but well, even though sorry and thanks for offering. (:
gahhh. i am going through an emotional turmoil now man. ):
and it really really really really sucks. ):
everybody around seems so superficial eh,
and you really dont know who you can trust and who you can't.
sometimes i really hate being a girl,
girls are like so COMPLICATED,
but being a guy isn't good either,
because you cant wear pretty nice dresses,
which is like saddddddd. ):
i really need to get things sorted out
and stay focused in my studies man. ):
there is what, 6 tests next week!!
like OMG OMG OMG!
better start studying soon!
and siannnzzzz i failed my trigo amaths test,
and i have to go for amaths remidal!
first remidal in my upper sec lifeeeeeee.
best lahhhhhh!
and i havent use my com for sooooo long already. ):
awwwwww. i am a hardworking student okay!
must exercise more self control! (:
okayokay.
have to go and HORHOR already hahaha.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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