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turn right, right into my arms.
smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
"cheer up, dont be an emo kid!smile, don't dampen other's spirits like
what other people are doing.
things aren't that bad as you think,
and tomorrow will always be much much better day."
i tell myself this countless times everyday,
and i am sort of tired saying the same thing to myself everyday,
especially when what happens around you
totally differ from what you think.
the MUCH MUCH better tomorrow never seems to come for me.
i always used thought it was totally unfair for me, a 16 year old like me
have to go through so much stuff and grow up that fast.
but now, i am kinda thankful to all the stuff i am going through,
because i am to admit that it really made me much stronger by relying on myself.
instead of running away from those problems,
i decided i should face them.
afterall your family are the people that you are stay for life,
and we should stay together no matter what happens.
and i used to like going to school,
because school is one place that
i could convince myself that i am pretty happy,
and i can put away all those unhappy stuff for awhile.
but recently even things in school havent been smooth sailing,
OH WELLS, friends are probably the most insignificant thing now,
and i really dont have the time and strenght
to bother about those people we call "friends".
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
i neeeeeeeeeeeed to stop being like that.
hahhahahahhaha. i guess i just need to rant,
and i feel much much better (:
but ranting/emo post ruins my blogg. ):
hahhahahha. (:
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