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turn right, right into my arms.
smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
呼吸很轻 寂寞很深
世界只剩渐渐变弱的雨声
两人 沉没着
你不肯说 我不肯问
你的眼睛突出了透明的话
突然我发现你的脸好陌生
明明是两个不同的角色
爱情却给我们一个脚本
你要的不在我这
我懂你不懂的
两人在互相拔河
明明是再多不同的可能
结局却给我们一种选择
要分开却舍不得
两人彼此都忘了要什么
两人是不一样的
我走了
this song keeps running in my mind,
kinda of reflect how i really feel right now.
this time i fell from cloud nine,
to the bottom rock.
but i am staying strong,
and picking up the pieces really fast.
thanks teckli for attempting to cheer me up :D
thanks sheena for being there :D
thanks eleen and mavis for putting up with me :D
anyway it was WILSON's BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY! :D
photo credits to eleeeeeeen! :D the smelly pig. haha.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
This blog post is for those who are interested in the TPJC scandal,here is what I have to say.
firstly it was Temasek Poly then now Tampines Junior Collage.
Honestly, I have no grudges against either
Temasek Polytechnic or Tampines Junior College.
Like, why would I go and offend them,
and openly put my name and bloglink and everything there?
to make sure people see my malicious comment,
and come to my blog and flame me?
how absurd.
I'm really quite put off by the fact that
someone impersonated me.
And I really don't know who the person is.
I'm really sorry to the people who were offended by
"Felicia''s comment and I feel as indignant
as you all would to the impersonator .
I don't take such events lightly because
I hate it when I get accused of things that I did not do.
To whoever who impersonated me, I really hope that you will stop it, really.
If you don't like me you can come find me
and we can talk it all out.
your immature act is really getting on my nerves
and I would also like to really find out why you don't like me D:
had a super bad day today,
really need to study hard.
anyway thanks gina and sheena :D
ooooh it rhymes hahaha.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
i was SUPPOSED to be concentrating on my PI,but hahahhahahhaha..
I NEED TO BLOG ABOUT MY EXCITING LIFE!
serious! :DD
before i forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYAN!!!!
though i doubt you are going to see this.
anyway 09S302 celebrated xinyan's birthday
one day in advance yesterday! :D
it was realllly HAHAHAHA, but we had loads of fun.
cam-whored like no mother!
and we even had a game time! :D super LOL.
xinyan's birthday cake.
which was really whipped cream and strawberry!
the happy birthday girl! :D
and so the cam-whoring starts...
LOL the guys in my class really makes me speechless.
MAVISSSSSSSSSSSS!
LOL?
HEYYA!
YINGZHI :D
mavis helped me tie french braid :D
but it isnt really that obivious in the pictures. haha.
we had to force scott to take a picture with me!
the angelic felicia and devilish mavis hahaha.
anyway mavis and sheena went to donate blood after school. :O
but sheena couldn't in the end,
because her vein too small.
and i am very very proud of mavis,
she so brave can! *claps claps*
bloody the blood drop!
went to cafe cartel after that with mavis and sheena!
sat there and laugh laugh talk talk.
both of them came up with a marriage expenses list for me,
which was -.-, made me sound so spendthrift.
it was really nice talking and laughing with them!
anyway sheena and me went to cut our hair after that :D
TO 09S302:
I HAVE UPLOADED THE PICTURES ON FACEBOOK,
SO JUST GO THERE AND KOPE OKAY?
(if you want the non-resize one)
and there are like alot of the same pictures,
because my camera was in burst mode,
where it takes 5 pictures at one time. hahaha.
AND AND on thursday after school,
met up with part of clique7,
caught up with them alot alot.
and love them to bits okay!
took lots of photos too,
but all of them are with sheena!
i need to ask from her soon!
it feels so great to know that
there are still people out there
who understands and know you the best. :D
happy happy~~~~~
Friday, April 17, 2009
you took my heart,and instead of keeping it safely like you promised,
you tore it into a million pieces.
now i have to pick up the pieces you left behind.
HAD LOADS AND LOADS OF FUN AND LAUGHTER
THESE TWO DAYSS HAHAHHAHAHA.
SHALL UPLOAD PHOTOS TOMORROW,
THERE IS WHOLE LOAD OF THEM!
AND I CUT MY HAIR! YAY. :D
I LOVE SHEENA. :D
and maybe mavis. hahahhaha.
and happy birthday tricia jiejie! :D
Sunday, April 12, 2009
my blog is like so deadd ZZzzz.
have been so freaking busy these days,
that i hardly even use the laptop D:
anyway i am quite screwed now,
because i just realised that i havent done
my biology e-learning!! :O
so this is really going to a short post,
and quick update! :D
had movie marathon on thursday!
despite i was damn freaking tired and exhausting,
because i just ended vball training
and i slept at 12am the previous night. D:
but i managed to survive woohoo!
watched only one movie though- connected!
however, i didnt even sleep at all,
because i couldnt get to sleep
with all the talking and sound from the movie!
anyway had macs breakfast after that,
and it was fun and HAHAHAHAHAHA.
sat there until 10 plus can,
then made my way home to SLEEP. :D
anyway thursday was (Y) day,
although things didnt work out as planned HOHOHO.
sheena came over to my house to study,
together with chongrui.
didnt really accomplish much,
but we went to tampines one with my family after that!
and woooohooo i love that place man! :D
so many nice shops! totally going to go back someday! :D
and today was spent the whole day studying,
reading stuff and sorting out worksheets. D:
i feel that i wasted my holiday manzxzxzxz. D:
AND AND AND I BOUGHT A NEW VOLLEYBALL
AND IT IS PINK IN COLOUR
SO OMG RIGHT!
I AM DAMN PROUD OF IT
AND I LOVE IT HOHOHOHOHO.
<3
Saturday, April 4, 2009
the word waiting really isnt in my dictionary,
i get really really irritated if you ever make me wait
for you or something. D:
and i am irritated now,
because someone is making me wait for him. D:
Friday, April 3, 2009
it is finally friday,
the day where i can nap for 3 hours,
without feeling gulity.
things at school are pretty good these days,
the sense of belonging is kicking in,
and i no longer feel like grumbling how much i miss AHS.
although the pile of homework,
and the sleepiness we have to get through everyday,
is making me damn pissed off and mavis is emo hahaha.
but i will get by it. :D
the hardest thing about jc life isnt about
the homework or the hectic curriculum,
it is the changes in your friends life that you will have to accept.
good or bad.
suddenly their whole world does not consist of you and you only,
they have an entire whole new life,
and this life doesnt include you at all.
it used to be just you and them only,
with a whole load of people you know.
but now they talk and laugh with people you dont recognized,
some you like, some you don't.
whether you dislike their new friends anot,
you will have to accept the fact that their new friends
are already intergrated into their lives.
your inferiority complex kicks in too,
and you began to think maybe
you arent that good enough for them anymore.
you began to see the side of them you never seen before,
and you cant seem to believe your eyes or ears
that they are acting like that.
you question their actions, you make a scene,
all just to get your OLD friend back,
and changed them back to their good old self.
but when that doesnt work,
you get tired and depressed,
you slowly bit by bit, push them out your life,
until they become like just like any other normal friend
which all you do is say HI or BYE.
and the thing about pushing people out of your life,
is that you need many more to fill up that empty space.
however, when the empty spot isnt filled up,
insecurity sets in, just like a blind man on a lone island,
fearful of where he is going and at a total loss at what to do.
when you try telling your bestest friends how you are feeling,
they probably dont understand,
but it really isnt their fault,
because they arent you,
and no matter how hard they try to sympathize,
they will never know how you feel at that moment.
i guess that is how life works.
the harder you hold onto something,
the further it gets away from you.
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