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smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
SHALL JUST POST A QUICKIE! :Dwent out with gina and her friend marwin today!
watched julia and juliet at cathay! :D
it was prettttty fun and i was :O at marwin
for being so "SELF CONTROLLED"!
walked around a little and bought very nice popcorn! :D
the movie was.......... kinda hmmmm profound for me.
dont really understand what it was trying to put across,
and i actually felt asleep in the middle of it. >.<
anyway i realised i havent been posting pictures lately!
so hahhahahahha camwhored abit with gina! :D
this photo is super LOL.
anyway gotta go to school tomorrow!
oh man oh man!
and hey look what i found in my phone picture album!
mavis tan, you look so cute!
i want to pinch your chubby cheeks hahhahahha.
Monday, October 19, 2009
these two days has pretty been a happy one! :D
on sunday, vollyballing with the pros was really (Y),
people were really really nice,
and i learnt loads of stuff! :D
played a couple of games,
though i never really touch the ball,
but it was pretty cool to see how people react on court!
although i think they secretly laughing at my noob skills. D:
practiced service and i think i got the grasp of it already! :D
something i have been struggling for 6 months,
1 day jiu gao ding le! :D
hahhahahah muscle aching everywhere at the end of the day. D:
toooo long never play volleyball le hahahhaha. D:
monday was out with germaine!
to celebrate her very belated birthday! :D
glad you liked your present girl,
i didnt forget about the foolscape thing okay!
shopped till both my legs ache.
and i am so proud of myself for not being a complusive buyer!
must think twice before buying hahahhahah.
cheap thrills make me damn HAPPY! :D
i can totally imagine germaine going like "CHEAPO!" at this moment.
hahah germ, you are seriously no better!
so yeah bought a wallet for 6 bucks! :O
damn nice dress at 10 bucks! :O
and alot of other nonsense la hahaha.
but my semi-loafers in grey no more le.. D:
ahhhhhhhhhh D: to the maxxxxxx.
why why why why!
anyway we took neoprints after that!
the last time i took neoprints was with jane and jinghan at malaysia??
that was like superrrrr long ago already!
hahha we were quite spastic because the timing damn fast!
maybe i will scan the neoprints in later hahhaha.
anyway i just wanted to say,
it was really really nice going out with germaine :D
she is one of those few whom i felt
changed, but yet ulimately it is the same old germaine i always knew :)
hahhahah so awwwwwww right.
anyway caiminyo's album is out!
but the album's design is kinda crappy,
so i think i am probably waiting for the next edition to come out hahahha.
in the meantime, it is gossip girl time! :D
Friday, October 16, 2009
awwww.. isnt he soo cute!
i totally dont mind having evan yo as my boyfriend yay!
although that is totally way of the line,
but hahahah who cares?
who say you can't fantasize? :D
i love cai min you!!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
everything is gonna be okay.
dad talked to me today,
and i guess the topic we talked about is pretty predictable. :/
promotional results and promotion.
i told him that there was a high possiblity that i would retain,
and the next moment i kinda of regret telling him.
disappointment was written all over his face.
he went on to say that his hopes were pinned on me,
and asked if i gave in my best.
i thought about it, and i told him i felt that i didn't give in my best.
seriously, no one will ever be able to give in his/her best,
because we will never know how fullest potential.
i felt that i didnt give in my best, because i could have slept at a later timing,
and used that time to study more.
i shouldn't have crammed my biology,
should have practise even more for maths and chemistry.
and i shouldnt be overconfident for history.
so i guess, i deserved it in a certain way.
dad asked me what are my plans,
and i said that i planned to study during the holidays,
no matter whether i got promoted anot.
and frankly, i feel really gulity for making him worry and disappointed like that,
i meant he got out from the hospital. :/
moreover i highly doubt that mr wong will allow me to promote either,
because i think he always felt i was a weak student
and needed more practice. :/
i feel that in the end, i seemed to be the one to convince dad
that it was okay to retain and everything.
but do i really feel its okay to retain? i dont know.
i just hope for the very best.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH.
i just feel that i should really lighten up my posts recently,
i am going to be happppppy. :D
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
i am okay. i am okay. i am okay. i am okay.
i am okay. i am okay. i am okay. i am okay.
i am okay. i am okay. i am okay. i am okay.
i am okay. i am okay. i am okay. i am okay.
i am okay. i am okay. i am okay. i am okay.
i am okay. i am okay. i am okay. i am okay.
i am okay. i am okay. i am okay. i am okay.
i am okay. i am okay. i am okay. i am okay.
i am okay. i am okay. i am okay. i am okay.
actually, i am NOT okay.
i flunked my history, although i passed
but it was way below my own standards.
so this pretty much shows that I AM A GOOD FOR NOTHING,
since i flunked history, which is only thing i am proud of.
and i am going to get retain, it is like 90% confirm already,
don't "won't lah, they will moderate.. etc" me.
i am pretty much okay with it,
but seeing all my friends being able to promote,
makes me kinda D: like i have been abandoned or something.
and i did study hard, i really did.
i guess i am just not that smart. D:
anyway WHERE IS EVAN YO'S ALBUM?!?! D:
Monday, October 12, 2009
yes i am so going to be happy today :D
since the secondary school days,
it has dawned on me that YOU DONT REAP WHAT YOU SOW.
and despite all the hard work you have put in,
there might be a chance of not doing well.
well, this has been more prominient in the JC life,
where only the work smart and hard people
survive the mind-blowing exams and tests.
frankly i feel that there is a very high chance of me retaining,
but i don't feel exceptionally upset over it,
because if retaining, allow me to produce better results at the end, why not?
however, other factors like being in the same class as your junior,
still makes me feel kinda depressed. D:
when you meet a point of life that is not going your way,
often we have two choices: give up or look for an alternative.
in the past, i often sink into depression and let go of the things
that are causing whatever that was happening then.
recently, i realised why not make good use with what you have!
volleyball sch team started their first training yesterday,
and i feel like kinda like >.< but well it is a fact you can't change,
and so i decided that i probably join a outside vball club,
instead of whinning and whinning that i am not in team
and i suck in sports blah blah blah.
I FEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF for thinking this way! :D
btw ended school at 8.45am today,
went to school for only one period -.-
going out with mavis and eleen later!!!
in the meantime, i am so freaking hungry that i could eat a horse.
and whyyyy is gossip girl ep 5 not up yet!!!! D:
oh well today is going to be a happy day,
because i am going to buy my EVAN YO's album! :DDDDD
Sunday, October 11, 2009
'the pain comes and go,
you will eventually get over it.'
that is what everyone else thinks.
if only that was the actual truth.
life is such a chore recently,
however it is not at all due to an absence of a particular person.
it doesnt matter anymore, anything or everything.
with you or without you,
people still move on with their lives happily.
have faith, think postively,
load of bullshit.
the weekends were spent going up and down to the hospital.
seriously i dont know what is the problem with everyone?
i know it is stressful but hey i played a part in this,
and tried to lighten the burden and everything right.
it eats you up from the inside,
bit by bit, till you are gone.
Monday, October 5, 2009
the ugly truth, that's it.how is that when you actually know a person more,
and you realised she is not what you make up at all.
and the problem is you can't even dislike her,
because she is supposed to be your friend.
but you know that actually you dont really dislike DISLIKE her,
just that undermining of what i deemed of friendship?
overboard.
it is not about overprotection over a best friend,
it is more about how you treat other people.
somehow i might have overreacted but
yeah i really had enough of it this time.
and i shouldnt have lashed it out,
perhaps i should have kept quiet and let the hatred pile up.
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