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Thursday, October 15, 2009
everything is gonna be okay.
dad talked to me today,
and i guess the topic we talked about is pretty predictable. :/
promotional results and promotion.
i told him that there was a high possiblity that i would retain,
and the next moment i kinda of regret telling him.
disappointment was written all over his face.
he went on to say that his hopes were pinned on me,
and asked if i gave in my best.
i thought about it, and i told him i felt that i didn't give in my best.
seriously, no one will ever be able to give in his/her best,
because we will never know how fullest potential.
i felt that i didnt give in my best, because i could have slept at a later timing,
and used that time to study more.
i shouldn't have crammed my biology,
should have practise even more for maths and chemistry.
and i shouldnt be overconfident for history.
so i guess, i deserved it in a certain way.
dad asked me what are my plans,
and i said that i planned to study during the holidays,
no matter whether i got promoted anot.
and frankly, i feel really gulity for making him worry and disappointed like that,
i meant he got out from the hospital. :/
moreover i highly doubt that mr wong will allow me to promote either,
because i think he always felt i was a weak student
and needed more practice. :/
i feel that in the end, i seemed to be the one to convince dad
that it was okay to retain and everything.
but do i really feel its okay to retain? i dont know.
i just hope for the very best.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH.
i just feel that i should really lighten up my posts recently,
i am going to be happppppy. :D
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