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Sunday, November 15, 2009
sometimes looking back at my own life,
it amazes me how much it has changed.
woke up early for volleyball yesterday,
it was a rather fruitful training and people there are really nice. (:
although the journey home was long and arduous,
and the whole train was bombarded with china kids,
but the fact that i have learn something that morning made it worthwhile.
upon reaching, with my aching thighs and feet,
the sensible thing to do was to take a bus and reach home asap.
however, something in me impel me to take a different route.
and so with that i began to walk my way home.
the familiar route which we used to walk home together
when we were in secondary school,
however it has been ages since the last one.
as i set out, memories just came rushing back in,
like water gushing out from a tap.
i remembered,
i would insist on taking the bus home
while you would try to convince me that the walk home is faster.
most of times, i would just succumb to what you wanted.
while walking past the carpark,
i always like walking in the middle of the road,
and you would always go like "your road huh?"
then i would simply reply "yeah it was my grandfather's! you didn't know?"
and when we reached the stairs and the ramp,
you always said we should take the stairs because it is faster,
and i wanted to ramp because it looked more fun.
then you will always go like "so retarded, like small kid like that".
when we walked past the pond where loads of people fished,
i ALWAYS would say, "you know, i rather die than fall into the pond."
when we reached the bridge, you would always repeat the story
of you being scared of it when you were little.
laughter and endless conversations were used to describe
these journeys back home.
at that times, everything seemed so happy and taken for granted for.
it is only now when we looked back,
and realised how precious these memories are.
to say the truth, i actually kind of look forward to this back then,
when there was three of us, and not only two.
i never knew the real reason why he left,
perhaps he couldn't stand my attitude anymore.
although i am really over you but the feeling of nostalgia comes back once in a while.
i remembered the CHAI CHEE PORRIDGE GANG days.
the days where we talked on msn till 3am,
talked on the phone, leaving most parts of the conversation
doing our own stuff and even the stupid rants.
it is not that i want him to be my friend again,
it is just that i missed those days where i really felt that
having friends like this was all that it matters,
and spending time with you all at that time,
was really really the happiest time of my life,
and it will always be.
{ i have got a feeling that you are going to leave me behind,
like what everyone else is doing.
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