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turn right, right into my arms.
smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
2009 is coming to a close,
should i be filled with relief?
or be fearful of what is to come?
to say the truth, 2009 for me
was a horrible year,
probably the worst ever.
plagued with misfortunes and problems,
i constantly wonder if i will ever make it to the end of year.
but i did, and i am proud of it. :D
2009 was different, yet it stayed the same in some aspects.
i entered a whole new school,
meet new people who some of them were pretty nice.
some others were unpredictable and scheming,
and some just left me feeling uncomfortable around them.
well, dont forget the form teacher from hell
who ruined the ending moment for J1.
old friends, some of them were still their old self,
while others morphed into strangers.
it made me realised no matter how much i missed the past,
it was all over and it was time to move on,
get on with life and quit whinning.
i am glad that one thing i did right this year,
was to constantly keep in contact with
friends from the past. :D
they were the ones that put me in a temporary
delusion that things were still the same,
and it really made me feel much better.
as for myself,
i do not deny that i changed,
but there are still things that still remain the same.
like how i automatically pick up the phone to call gina
when i am feeling unhappy.
how my heart skip a beat when i listen/see evan yo!
how i over-react at times.
how i am really thankful having certain people in my life.
how i like to fly into a rage when i am really pissed off.
and etc etc.
but this year, i feel that i really grew alot stronger mentally.
and lastly i really hope next year will be a hell lot better than this year,
because this year really sucked big time.
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anyway, just a quick update with pictures.
because i am sending my laptop for service
and i dont know what i will get it back. D:
OUTING WITH ZHIXIN :D
CHRISTMAS!
there was still steamboat at my house with the supernats :D
pictures at YINGZHI's BLOG :D
EVAN YO's AUTOGRAPH/SINGING SESSION
OMG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :D
actually i took like 1 million pictures of him,
but i am too lazy to post everything up.
but look at him, doesnt he just brighten up your day? :D
ps: i cant be bothered to blog about hongkong anymore,
because it is too troublesome and i bet all of you saw the pictures in fb already.
so hahhahahhahahahha. :D
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