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turn right, right into my arms.
smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
only one month away.
frankly i feel more fearful than excited.
there are a million of WHAT IFs in me. D:
what if everything dont go as planned?
what if i will be disappointed just like last year?
what if everyone is not free and wont be able to turn up?
and the list simply goes on.
18, to me is a milestone where i gain limited freedom,
and somehow it is kinda important to me.
i really hope that every thing goes on fine that day.
not being able to attend school is kinda werid,
i feel like i am on MC everyday. D:
today when i stepped into school for open house dance prac,
i had this really werid feeling,
as if that i do not belong to MJ. D:
but i am really happy to see people saying
that they kinda miss me not being in school,
although deep down i know it is only for the time being.
i am afraid of what is to come in the future.
so far, this year started really fine
and i am thankful for that. :D
hope everything will just remain like that. :D
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