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turn right, right into my arms.
smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
yes everything is going to be okay.
i know its gonna be because it is really going to be.
i sound like i am self-psychoing myself,
but i think i am.
last time i used to have gina to help pull me up,
but this time i really depending myself to get up
on my two feet and move on. :)
i really dont want to be a emo girl in school,
and make everybody ask me ARE YOU OKAY?
but i am really bad at concealing my feelings argh.
whatever lah. frustrated but i wanna thank yunxuan
like seriously thou you might not see this! hahahaha.
thanks the ulimate bitchhhhhhhh haha.
and i am worried about myself.
my body seems to be protesting also,
havent eaten a proper meal for 3 days liao,
i tried eating but end up vomitting?
omg omg what is wrong with me?
lost some weight but frankly i am not proud of myself.
need to learn to let go.
because it isn't really worth it.
someone once told me you can never trust a guy wholeheartly,
i think i know what he means now.
gina, i really wish you are in MJC D:
closing up....
Monday, March 29, 2010
i realised the thing about me when i am D:
is that i eat very little or rather i get full very easily.
guess old habits die hard. :/
maybe i will lose a couple of kgs so i guess that won't hurt :D
anyway off to see face doctor now,
dont know why but there are so many pimples on my face now. D:
Sunday, March 28, 2010
especially when i am trying to express myself,
however this time i really know what i want.
can you imagine you have this friend,
who always insist on eating pasta when you all go out,
despite knowing the fact that you really really hate pasta.
and even you told him/her a thousand times,
but your friend still insist on having pasta whenever you guys are together.
as time passes by, you simply stop going out
with this friend of yours to avoid eating pasta that you really hate.
okay just assume all pasta restaurants sell only pasta. haha.
aiyah you get my point la.
it is really tiring to keep saying it over and over again,
and you keep doing it.
this is time i really have enough of it,
you can just continue doing it your own way,
because i dont want to be bothered by it anymore.
when i say this time we are not going to quarrel,
i meant it because there is really nothing left to talk about.
i really wished that everyday was as happy as yesterday,
yesterday was realllllly super awesome!
i never felt so happy and contented for so long already!
THANKS smellllly and sheeeeeeeeena! :D
love you two alot alot alot alot.
sometimes i really feel that i am a person who
just cant get out from the past and move on.
adapting to a new environment always take forever,
and i will keep going on about how nice if things could still be the same.
perhaps i am just someone who dont like letting my friends drift away,
because i never believe new can replace the old,
and having the best of both worlds is always (Y).
wordy post. hahaha boring lifeeee D:
hang on felicia! you can do it.
tell yourself that you are a strong girl
because 18 year olds are not supposed to break down.
I AM A STRONG GIRL
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
hahaha lazy to upload pictures,
so just compress everything into a collage,
and tadah! so prettttty hahaha.
gina's birthday bash! totally awesome!
anyway everybody seems to be stressed out due to MBTs,
and my class erm stressed out over homework? tests?
seriously they are damn competetive,
i used to think godwin is like -.-,
now there are like 2 'godwins' in my class
which really drives me up the wall because
they keep asking me/ borrowing my old lecture notes from me.
and mr want to know it all cg rep
is really making me very irritated,
everytime must study together or come to school early to study together.
uber bonded class can be such a irritating thing some times.
nevertheless, still have people like zann to make me :D
been going to school alone lately,
because sheena has MBTs,
and i am proud to say i finally know what time to go down so i wont be late!
awesome hahaha dont have to worry next year liao! :D
anyway i really really miss ALG D:
at least you guys can gossip with me
and keep me entertained. D:
oh man oh man. it seems that sometimes no matter what, you can't be satisfied. :D
ps: facebook is really boring. D:
Monday, March 15, 2010
THE MARCH HOLS ARE HERE! :Dloads of stuff to be done and woah my week is packed packed packed! D:
while most of my friends are mugging for their MBT,
by right i should be uber super bored,
but too bad i am not! and i keep overbooking myself. -.-
anyway I GOT MY DSLR! wohoooooo.
totally awesome! thou its a little pricey,
but i didnt regret even for a minute ever since i got it!
btw i got a canon 500D,
it is like a camera for beginners and people who are not really that professional. :D
anyway went to settlers to celebrate cherine's birthday on sunday! :D
had loads of fun! though the amount of $ spent really made
my heart ache a little! D:
anyway we took 6GB worth of pictures that day!
hahah DSLR pictures sure takes up alot of space. :O
and i only have a 8GB memory card. :O
time to buy a new memory card. :D
anyway i realised i forgot to blog about T1 jm's outing!
superrrrrrrrr funny outing i tell you! :D
LURBEX is the word to describe it.
although i wasn't very close to my ogms,
but joining orientation sure made me happy,
because i gained 3 awesome ogl friends :D
anyway i realised that i feel super lazy to upload pics on my blog,
esp with facebook around hahaha. :D
need to stop neglecting this blog. D:
Saturday, March 13, 2010
I REALLY REALLY TO BLOG MORE OFTEN.too tired and pissed off to blog today!
but today is still a happy day!
because i GOT MY DSLR WHICH IS AWESOME.
and alot of awesome things happen recently,
like T1 JM OUTINGGGGGGGGG! (Y)
and
people who dont reply sms/msn should really
just throw their phone or computer away.
argh pissed off. D:
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
anyway HAPPPY BIRTHDAY BUNNY HAHHAHAH
omg i look damn ugly in the picture. D: ttm
you are 15 year old already! OMGGGG
yay i am going to be awesome! :D
hahaha it is gonna be an awesome week,
although i am kinda annoyed by constant whinning
by immature individuals. D:
seriously, just get a life and move on. *rolls eyes*
anyway my life is like kinda boring now,
because it is constant mugging everyday. D:
and my class people keep asking me how to do this and that,
make me so stress. D: there is a reason why i retain lo. D:
oh man oh man oh man.
anyway it was DADDY'S BIRTHDAY ytd! :D
She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind
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