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turn right, right into my arms.
smile because it will make your day MUCH better.
and you know you love me.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
it really wasn't supposed to end this way.
it just feels like one moment you are running,
and the next moment you fall flat on your face.
you make me feel that i am the suckiest person on earth.
life sucks big time,
and i don't know how to make it right. D:
2 more years 2 more years.
need to stop being affected by people comments that make me go >.<
just brush them aside and ignore them.
2 more years and you probably won't see them already...
Saturday, April 24, 2010
no friendship will ever be replaced,
because each friendship is special in their own way
and all of them make a different impact on your life.
even when they leave,
the memories will still be alive
except they will be kept deep deep down,
but never forgotten.
no matter who comes along next,
you will always be the one that
made me :D at some point of time.
and for that, i thank you.
I WANT TO WATCH GLEE. :D
Friday, April 23, 2010
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap
It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down.
HAD A TOTALLY AWESOME DAY,
though volleyball outing to support the team failed,
but i ended up going to have lunch with eleen, scott and choochoo!
watched movie worth 14 bucks with teckli tooooo! D:
hahahha.
look what ctl's itchy hand did to my GC!
so you think you JC2 big lah huh!! HAOLIAN KING.
TNTN LURBEX LURBEX.
haha 28 bucks from my wallet. D:
because someone refused to watch DATE NIGHT or some other movie,
that costed 6 bucks instead of 14 bucks hahaha.
anyway dont have to feeeel gulity and return me the $$ lah,
i said i treat and i really meant it.
it is to thank you for being such an AWESOME with a capital A
friend lately! :D you and eleen realllllllyyy make me :D
despite all the D: things that happen lately!
so just accept it! anyway you won't have money to pay me back lah.
hahaha just look at the buffet..... since last year can. -.-
anyway lately i realised that one can be easily contented
with life's simplest pleasures. :D
friendship isn't all about going to school or home toegther,
or hanging out everyday after school,
much less spend your every waking moment with
people you deemed as best friends.
it can be just a simple 30 min conversation
with a friend that you haven't saw in a month.
enough to make me feel happy and warm for the whole day,
just to know that i still play a significant part in her life. :D
despite people putting me down,
like comments from people whom i feel dont really understand,
i believe as long you are true to yourself and others,
it doesn't matter what other people really think.
because what is the most important is having people
who really tries their best to understand you
and accept you for who you are even your shortcomings,
in your life. and with that,
you treat them wholeheartedly,
and dont try to act like you are perfect,
because one day they will eventually know your flaws,
and who knows, perhaps they will leave you, because it is unacceptable to them.
time to open our hearts,
and let new people enter our lives. :D
AND OH MY TIAN, BANGKOK IS GETTING WORSE DAY BY DAY! D:
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. HOW NOW BROWN COW!
Sunday, April 18, 2010
It feels like we've been out at sea,
So back and forth that's how it seems,
And when I wanna talk, you say to me
That if it's meant to be it will be
So crazy in this thing we call love
And now that we've got it we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water
And I
I'm overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up
I can't swim on my own
It's too much
Feels like I'm drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My lifesaver
I never understood you when you'd say,
Wanted me to meet you halfway,
Felt like I was doing my part
You kept thinking you were coming up short
It's funny how things change cause now I see
So crazy is this thing we call love
And now that we've got it we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water
And I
I'm overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up
I can't swim on my own
It's too much
Feels like I'm drowning
Without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My lifesaver
It's supposed to be some give and take I know
But you're only taking and not giving anymore
So what do I do
Cause I still love you
(I still love you baby)
And you're the only one who can save me
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damn nice song. :D
have to admit justin bieber songs are pretty nice! :D
anyway i shall update my blog more often,
because eleen says no one seems to be updating
and i am one of the four blogs that she stalks hahahaha.
anyway i love saturdays spent with two retarded people! :D
hahahahahahaa.
omg i really hate cuban missile crisis.
screw castro and kennedy and khrushchev. D:
why you alll so troublesome.
anyway i feel gulity for PW. D:
dont tell you why, hahaha.
sian there is school tomorrrow. D: ttm
Thursday, April 15, 2010
really feel D: now,
anyway teckli is not the main point here.
his ugly face is there is show how pretty am i.
anyway stalked someone that supposely hate alot
on facebook just now... omg how pathetic can you get felicia lin!
ARGHH HATE HER HATE HER HATE HER.
i am going to move on right now
Saturday, April 10, 2010
this time, i have got a hunch that we might not be able to make it.
today somebody commit suicide in the opposite block
and my fire broke out in my block.
what if one day we all woke up,
we realised whoever we loved so dearly so gone forever?
regret? too late, and it is of no use.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
omg the photo is damn big but whatever.
just a little update to show that i am still alive and kicking!
have been drowning myself in homwork and more homework!
anyway AWESOME virgin stayover at eleen's house!
it is called virgin stayover because it is everyone's first stayover!
hahahaha HTHT-ed and watch shutter island/HSM!
had macs for breakfast the next day!!!!!!!!!!! :D
went for triton swensen treat after that! (Y)
omg i keep eating that day, i think i gain back all the weight i lost already. D:
anyway really damn grateful to limlayhui
because you seemed like the only one to understand
the feeling of being left behind when you are retained. D:
and thanks ctl for that very AWWWW blog post. :)
thanks gina for the endless smses and calls which i refused to pick up, sorry. D:
and everyone else who cared :D
Thursday, April 1, 2010
i really wished that everything that happened today
was just another april's fool joke.
i feel that i am deep on in a well,
and people just come along and push me down even more.
feels like my heart was ripped out a million times,
and casted aside. D:
how to pick up all the pieces?
there should be me in your life.
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